running....

2007-06-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

an update on tue's bball gathering. the bballers met at j8 to go to rach's house, and rach made us wait for almost an hr! -.- reached her hse at ard 6 plus.. slacked ard and watched tv till abt 730. started the bbq fire at ard 745.. haha it was difficult to start the fire! but thanx to cindy, jasmine and all to burn the charcoal and light the fire starters. hmm then food was ready and there was corn!
then, me, rach and elissa, uhhh. took photos with the corn and it was damn funny. waiting for the photos to be sent to me. =) hahas, then we played truth or dare. it was supposed to be some kind of scandalous truth or dare. ahaha. yeaps.. bascically it was fun! ooh and we each received a card and a hp keychain frm the juniors! haha.. quite nice of them. thanx thanx for a nice bbq gathering! doubt any of them reads this but its okie. =D

today. went town-ing wif kim! haha like finally man. 2 weeks is such a long time. haha.. went watch hunting. i want to buy a nicee watch but cant seem to find any. booo.. saw the 987 crew outside cine then high tea was some choco sponge and potato wedges. played pool aft tt, pool was fun, keep laughing and all.. bought some clay hp keychain wif my name on it. haha, looks pretty pretty. its brown n orange! haha, kim also bought it and hers was green and green. :D

kim was complaining that when she's in town, she dun bump into anyone she knows. then aft she said that, we saw zoe lim! my sec 4 classmate. ahaha, looks like what she said its true. heh!

okay, time to hit the books! 2 more weeks!! i do have some sense of urgency. (oh sure man)

2007-06-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

lol. an update for my blog! its lifeless!! shall breathe some lifee into my blog. haha.. lets welcome the june hols! or maybe it shd be called a june break, to catch up on studies and yes, prepare for prelims! but the probability of me focussing on my work follows a Poisson Distribution of 0.4

kim is away in the US for 2 weeks! haha, no one to entertain me until she comes back on fri. haahaa, boohoohoo.

meanwhile, it was back to sch for the 1st wk of june hols! extra lects and a gathering at mr ng's house. we played tennis and ate.. became a bit tanner and yeah. haha, the food was nicee cuz i was hungry. hehe.. nth much to say cuz life is not very happening. hahaaha.. im supposed to go out with squirrel and p****** next week! hahas.. shopping and maybe catch a movie! haha.. time is passign by so quickly!!

oh, but i went to study wif rf and had fun shaking shaker fries!
lol.. ijc's bball gathering at rach's house today! haha.. havent tell my mum yet, but i think i shd be able to go. ahhaha..

hmm shall update later.

2007-04-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

my life has been revolving ard bball! haha.. competition is on fri! so yeah. need to train more and stuff. and thus i guess i will have to neglect my tuts and studies for a while..

i cant help but think that something has changed. maybe im over sensitive but i can say tt my gut feelings can be trusted at times. but i hope im wrong this time. but it has got me thinking!! maybe one has to adapt to surroundings and maybe thats why the phrase 'survival of the fittest' exist. roarrs.

i want to go for star programme!

2007-04-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

thanx people for the taggers. :)

i hate changes and i hope things would stay the same but it is just wishful thinking. but no doubt i hope that things will turn for the better since it is alr at rock bottom. i hate feeling awkward and all. this week was a terrible week. and it is so ironic that it is Good Friday.

but anyhow. went bugis today to walk ard, but i still dont feel cheery. eee.. i hate being moody.

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booo.

2007-04-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

this wld be an emo entry, just typing out how i feel. rationalizing my thoughts and realising how illogical i can be at times. a contradictory entry, which u may find it difficult to comprehend

contrary to what i have posted earlier, i have not decided to stay in netball. i am fickle minded no doubt cuz there are positive sides in each cca. one cannot have the best of both worlds. i guess for the decision to go for bball, is the passion to play the sport and im nt very adept in netball even aft 1 yr of training. maybe i gave up too easily and tt is why i dint perservere in trying to learn it well.

it is illogical to quit netball at this time cuz tournaments are coming and i hv been in it for 1 yr. i cld have stayed on and support them durg the tournaments. but no i dint. and here i am wallowing in self pity, regretting and not putting my words and thoughts into action.

went for bball trg today, and i duno why but i wasnt as happy as i tht i wld be.. perhaps i miss the camaradie in netball. and the friendships there. the trg. but there's nth i can do but to convince myself that i cant turn back anymore and just face the fact. i mean, humans are social being who likes being ignored? seriously.

the environment may be totally different from netball, the people, the court, the bonding and all, its out of my comfort zone. no matter how i feel, i guess i cant press the 'rewind' button. im nt feeling any better even tho i have quit. in fact, im feeling more sad and depressed as compared to the past whn im in 2 ccas. i hate to make decisions and i made a hasty decision this morning. i need more time to think, but how can time be measured? perhaps im too sensitive in sensing that i have 'lost' the communication wif my previous teammates. but i dont expect them to tlk to me, since im alr nt wif them.

a terrible feeling now. hoping that it will go away soon.

failed 3 H2s and passed 2H1s for block tests, the cohort did relatively bad for block tests. PTM soon. dreads-

2007-04-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

april fools day! haha. but i dint really pranked anyone. hahaha..

i have decided to stay in netball! haha.. cuz the feeling of playing bball in jc is different frm playing in sec sch.. i enjoy playing bball more in sec sch than in jc, so yeah. and besides i tink i somehow enjoy playing netball. hmms.

saturday, 31st march was a long long long lon day out for me! =) but i kinda enjoyed it.
below are my summarised rantings for saturday.

A. netball trg in sch at 8am. left halfway cuz i had to go to newater visitor centre for nyaa service

B. newater visitor centre is situated all the way at tanah merah!! 1 hr plus mrt ride frm woodlands to tanah merah. -.- tired and bored on the way. hahas

C. made a fool out of myself on the eve of april fool's. -.- this was wad i did: i stood up from my seat and wanted to walk towards the door to alight. but somehow, i was looking at the window cuz i finally saw the "Tanah Merah" sign. den, i turned and walked straight into the metal pole in the train and knocked my forehead. it was super embarassing!! i wld have laughed if anyone did that. haha, i tink the impact was quite loud and i heard a woman saying "aiyo" even tho i had my earphones on. ahaha. i tried to act cool and pretended it dint hurt cuz it was really a stupid thing to do la. it was darn painful aft i got out of the train. hahaha

and now there's a small bump on my forehead. =( i'm amused at myself. =/

D. went through the newater tour abt 3 times and spent half the day learning how newater is produced.

E. newater comes from industrial processes and it is safer to drink newater than distilled water.

F. dinner at plaza sing! it was ard 5 whn me rong and ven had ajisen ramen. haha ramen rocks!! zzz joined us aft our dinner cuz she ate some food at home before meeting us.

G. walked to cine to take neoprints! haha, took our square neoprint! happy happy happy. ahhas..

H. met kim aft tt and walked ard cine.. wanted to find my spongebob keychain but they dun sell it anymore!! roarr.. sobs sobs sobs. i want a keychain for my baggg.

I. i saw mr clayton ang and his gf at dhoby ghaut station while gg home. took the same train as him and he was talking abt physics and chem along the way. -.-

J. i walked for abt more than 12 hours ! tired legs. haha.. and a painful head. the end!

2007-03-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

term 2 week 1 whizzed past with block tests. and finally it ended on thur..
nothing much to say abt block tests, guess its a horrifying experience for my math and chem paper.

cca fair on friday!! as usual, many ppl signed up for netball! i think its cool to have a lot of ppl in a cca, esp team sports.

had dinner wif yiwen at cwp aft cca fair, hmmm.. we had a long talk.. its prob a talk tt i would never forget. it made me realise that some ppl are actually nice. thanx for the advice and maybe a listening ear. im glad my decision would be respected by yiwen.

i guess this is an emo-week.

the alarm has sounded.
chem block test result aint looking good. not even for my class. just what on earth is happening?

a tough decision to make, it sure is.
it is not right to have the best of both worlds, but
what will determine a right decision?
does it mean that sacrifices and compromises have to be made,
giving up things tt seem familiar and treading on strange grounds?
or stickin to staus quo and assure myself that everything will be okay

worst case scenario: flip a coin

2007-03-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

it feels weird to blog after such a long time!!!
sch has been too busy for me to come online to update.
haha.. i shall rant abt sch life. brrr

haha some happy news for ijc! ms yeo said the seniors did very well for their As and they have made our sch proud.

yay for them, haha i actually felt happy for them! i mean, who wont be happy to hear abt good results and all. and nxt yr, we have to match their standard, if not, better than them.

its our turn nxt yr. i wont want to be regretting abt not studying hard or studying smart.
so i guess its really time for me to settle down and have some discipline to do my work consistently and diligently. haha isnt tt a perfect situation.

but reality is always the opposite.

my uneventful sch life.
tests every now and then. its only march. whn will november ever come?!
but i hope nov wont come so soon. i am definitely not prepared.
i wonder if i have the mental strength to continue. its getting tired and b-o-r-i-n-g.
i tink im getting incoherent.

yikes, i need to recharge myself.

till then!

2007-02-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

A Poison Tree

I was angry with my friendl,
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And i watered it in fears,
Night and morning with my tears;
And i sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright,
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine

2007-02-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i have decided to reply to the tags!! cuz i just dont feel like doing anything related to sch work.

peeeeeee: hey pee! haha okay i forgot to mention tt i met you and ur retro-ish haircut =) hehehe. meet up soooon! take care lots!

ven: haha. i am blogging now. seeya in sch and we shall paint the banner sooon.. hehe

regie: helllo! how's sch over there?? haha.. hope you are enjoying sch, now tt u wont have to wear uniform tts for winter =) take care lots and miss ya!

kiM: kimmm! haha of cuz corn misses kimm. but i tink kimm misses corn more. haahahaha.. how's sch? anw, weekends are boring w/o kim! =(

lets tlk abt sch today. haha. we learn sth new in econs today. economically inactive. haha try guessing the meaning.

anw, sold cheesy cheesecake in school. think we overestimated the amt to be sold. but nonetheless, managed to sell them and we have seed money for our stall! haha yay..

then we had chem mock spa. -.- saw a calorimeter and the solid fuel is smelly. haha... then pe was tiring!!! ran 7 rounds and managed to clock in 17 min. haha.. innova's pe lesson really builds up our stamina.. thn benzene did a bit of the banner =) hehe. hope it turns out nice and pretty! =D

5 days to i@fun. yay?

2007-02-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

welcome to a communist place, where all everything is just Hobson's choice.

this week was rather nice. went for bball trg and inadvertly missed netball trainings. and i managed to survive thru 4 tests! out of which i sacrificed bio yet again. =/

ohh. we sold cheesecake to raise funds for our seed money for i@fun ! it sold like hotcakes..! haha.. yay, more money for our stall!

and on wednesday, my stomach decided to have a strike. haha, think its due to all the junk food i ate frm the food tt were sold by classes to raise funds. hahaha.. it was still painful on pe day. supp to run 3 rounds in 8 min, but my stomach was so pain tt i dun tink i cld run. haha, so i ran wif tammie. it was the 1st time running wif her, cuz everytime i ran faster den her durg pe.. lol.. so we were like the last few ppl running..

no school on fri cuz it was the sch's opening ceremony. after like 2 years. -.- hahaha... went wif zz to buy cloth for my stall's banner! hahaa.. its gonna be nice i hope.

2007-01-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

cross country day!

my 2nd x country in my 17 yrs of life! haha dint had x country in my sec school. yeaps. x country was fun cuz zzz, hee, me, ven, jo, kai qing and zhi xing ran in the competitive catergory! haha..

anyway, zz was pacing us but me and jo slowed down at the slippery slope! super difficult to run downhill whn its slippery. hahaa.. but aft all i managed to come in 49th place! haha nt very fast but i tink its a nice number. lol... zz and ven was a few ppl ahead of me. oh yes, the route was muddy and wet and slippery. almost fell but fortunately joanna was beside me. wahaha.. zhixing fell and bruised her knee.. ooh and the jc2 girls came in 2nd overall for the team competition. haha a silver medal to all who ran!

taurus was the champ house for x country, thanx to the jc 2 boys i tink. haha..

yupp, then me, jo, zz, ven, hee and tam went to cine for pasta mania!! ate PASTA. haha thn walked ard looking for baking trays and doing window shopping.. ooh and took some nice neoprints! think ven will post it up soon. =)

being random:
a psychologist in Canada claimed that procrastination is part of human nature and procrastinating can be so severe that it is an illness named after it. which is called chronic procrastination. i think i suffer from severe procrastination. =/

2007-01-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

wheehee. it has definitely been a long long long time since i last blogged, haha im embarassed to say that i kinda forgot my blogger password.

yes. and school has started! and so has the countdown to Annoying Levels. hahaha, 270 plus more days of sheer mugging!! and i have to be honest that i am nt mugging as much as i want to or hope to.

i sooo need a sense of urgency to make myself more inclined to study.. where art thou?

short update on this week at school.

it was a sleep deprivation week! so tired tt i kept writing words wif missing alphabets.

is that ethical? well, that qn was repeated so many times durg gp lesson.

yay, my class is having a class tshirt! okie tts a bit random but nvm.

its next wednesday. cross country and its time to feed the monkeys and run like mad. hello 3.2 km

2006-12-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

tis the season to be rainy. falala lalalala. random post.

i hate rainy days cuz it makes me sleep a LOT. thinking that its still 7am whn it is alr 10 am. but guess i wont hv the priviledge to sleep a lot whn sch starts... sobs

its NEXT week! school is starting.. and when sch starts, everything will be done in clockwork routine. sleep, wake up, go to school, go home, eat, sleep. and the list goes on...

if it rains on 3rd jan 07, i wont be going to school. hahaha..

oh yes. i hate digital stuff. im distressed.

all the google accounts and old blogger and what nots are confusing me. im switching to the new blogger. eee. but i hate the new blogger cuz i cant seem to make the switch. or so it seems... arggh.. im nt making any sense.

the weather has turned chilly. i am wearing a jacket at home!! haha..

flash floods, heavy rains, earthquakes, landslides, mass killings..

is the world coming to an end???

2006-12-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

merry christmas eve !!

i have been town-ing the whole of this week.. dint town-ed so much in my entire 17 years of living. this is dangerous becuz im incurring my mum's wrath by gg out everyday..
but heck, its the xmas season!

okay short/long update abt my town-ing week!

thursday
went town-ing with kim to buy presents for germ and jes. :) went to far east, taka, wisma and finally plaza sing. saw some familiar ijtp faces in town that day, they're most probably doing last min xmas shopping like us too!! haha... ooh and i saw kaiqing and zhixin at the orchard underpass. was kinda shocked at 1st. haha cuz im reminded of school when i saw them.. haha. and i saw them again at far east. i tink s'pore is a really really really small place.. =/

yeap, and then it rained!! took a bus to plaza sing. dint knw what to buy so we walked ard for almost the whole day and we finally settled on sth nice for germ and jes.. after having much deliberation and indecisiveness. hehehe..

friday
watched night at the museum at lido with my cousins and my bro.. had to rush down to plaza sing before that to get sth. then aft tt, my cousin wanted to try getting the soft toy in the machine. so we each chipped in and tried to get the "nightmare before xmas" keychain. haha.. and like aft spending 20 plus dollars, we caught 2 of them! each keychain has 3 faces of the skeleton. there were 6 of us, so we removed them and each of us had 1. hehee.. its veryy cutee! ven! i shall show it to u when sch starts.

saturday
yay! its the night! haha. KCGJ had our usual xmas dinner at fish and co at wheelock. :) and as usual we had our exchange of xmas presents! met up wit kim at novena before that. and kim forgot to bring jes's present so we had to go back to kim's house to take the present.. then dinner at fish n co was nicee! nice food. and ambience and nice ppl. haha.. thn it was presents time! wheeee. totally enjoyed the night out.

thank you kim, jes and germ! :D

then walked to taka to look at some performances by AJC band and some others. we kinda missed it but saw some ijtp ppl there again, and it was photo taking time! haha.. and amidst the crowd, someone pulled my bag and it was rafidah. haha... surprised to see her there though. and took a photo wif her. hahaa as evidence. yeap, thn walked ard till 10 plus and it was home sweet home.

2006-12-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

the sun finally showed its eyes to the world today. because today is our benzene outing! =)

met up wif ven earlier to complete our presents for the benzene! but sadly, joelle and zz wai dint turn up for today's outing. we decorated socks for benzene and ven had to run to the toilet to dry the decorations on the socks. they are very prettY! i tink u can see the photos in ven's blog. hehe
and ya.

so we went to plaza sing to meet up wif huirong. hee was late as usual. hahha. so we had lunch at the foodcourt!! me ven and rong ate korean ramen and it wasnt really nice.. ven said the kimchi was too sour.. and i had a terrible stomachache aft eating tt ramen. =/

went to yamaha to look at piano scores and violins. haha ooh and we played at this mini electric piano.. i LEARN sth new today!! because ven taught me how to play the 1st few notes of canon in D. hehehe. yayy.. i feel a sense of accomplishment.. ven learn 2 new things today, haha which she will update it in her blog.

then we met up wif peihee and we went to the star factory a.k.a games arcade! hehe. we wanted to play bishibashi but they dun hv the machine dere. so we went to look at those machines where u can try ur luck by catching those cute little toys.. haha and omg. we saw this lady trying her luck in catching the toys. she caught quite a number of toys!!! the rabbit and the HUGE squirrel and some other small items.. hm. then we also tried to catch the toy! ven wanted this cute dumbo elephant.. haha so we tried our luck on it, well we caught its head several times but it dint managed to make it to the hole. so in the end, this girl caught the dumbo elephant. =/

uh yea. then we walked around and then finally sat down at kfc to exchange our presents!! received quite a number of stuffs. pencil, socks, candy cane, small animal toy, hp socks, bookmark, card! ya.. i kinda forgot what happened. haha ven! tag me if i missed out anything.

p.s.
ven said im lor sor. but i tink im meticulous. haha. ven said i shd be less blur and i shd put it onto my wishlist.

2006-12-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

collected netball shoes today! yay. team shoes. haha its MAGIC purple. hahaha... its waterproof man. oooh and then khairyn and eileen tied everyone's hair into a scorpion, including mine, tho khairyn says its difficult to tie it cuz its a bit short. haha, then match wif MJ, won them but coach says there's still room for improvement. mm hmm, durg the match, rhonda's hair was very messy and she looked like a mad person.. hehe.

then went to ven's house to do some gp homework before our ben-2-ene outing. ahahaha. okay, shall not elaborate on what we did, (refer to her blog) cuz she mentioned it in her blog. but in summary, it was a funny day out and it was spent laughing like no one's business. hehe. saw many interesting things tho, ppl are also considered things. hahaha..

but the sad thing is tt we duno what presents to buy for benzene!! haha. ven! i like the notebook!!! "these are tigers/fishes/dogs/monkeys/cats"

but i think we shd just get the benzene notebook. its cuteee! haha.

oh yes, i will be cutting my hair tmr! ah. dunno what style to cut. any ideas?

2006-12-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

hehe.. ven!! more photos frm ytd's zoo trip.. haha.

giraffes have blue tongues! but u cant see the colour of its tongue here.. haha looks like zz huh. lol kidding.

me and my 2 yr old cousin, alcina standing nxt to the stoned elephant.. hahas

we were sitting on the truck.. haha my aunt, dad, mum, alcina and me. my bro's the photographer for the day

the biggest polar bear is swimming!!

this pink bird was seen among the deers' area.. haha, i like the colour of its feathers.

note that the chimp's hand is longer than his legs! chimps are intelligent animals.. but i tink it looks a bit scary. hahaha

2006-12-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

netball friendly with unity today. it was a draw. nt wad the coach expected.. haha, and the court was not very nice to play on cuz its not cemented.. just carpark material, so a few ppl fell and gt injured. =/ i fell cuz the person did not budge when i was defending her. yea... quite stupid la.. anw, anth friendly with MJC this fri.. hope we will play better.

then it was a visit to the zoo!

walked ard the zoo for abt 4 hrs plus.. saw the feeding sessions with the giraffe and chimpanzee. haha quite funny. cuz the giraffe took the food frm the keeper's bowl before the keeper feeds it.. yea.. i cant rmb the last time i went to the zoo but the interior became much nicer.. :) mainly took photos of the poor animals. haha..

random photos! if it can be uploaded.

the xmas tree at the zoo was decorated by these cute monkeys!

2006-12-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

as i have said. this week is family week.

wahaha, watched open season at vivocity. quite a funny and nice show.. yupp. then went shopping for shoes and clothes.. i have to buy shoes cuz my current one is worn out. hehehe.. and my mum says i have to get the correct shoes as im slightly flat footed.. so yea. we have to buy shoes tt are designed for flat footed ppl like me...

scouted ard for shoes, went to adidas and i saw many many nice shoes!! hmmm. at first i saw this pair of running shoes wif cushion that is orange in colour! ahh.. but it doesnt have much support. its nt tt exp.. but i cant buy it cuz it is not suitable for my foot, as said by the salesman. and my mum insisted not to buy shoes tt r not suitable.. but i hope i can buy it aft persuading my mum. haha

grrr.. so went to look at those shoes wif a higher arch support. settled on a pair of shoes which is white and red and silver. haha... its a bit heavy cuz of the thicker arch support. hmmm... ya.

nth much to say. just tt i want to buy the nice pair of shoes! but buy alr also cant really wear it.

okay this is a pic of the shoe tt i want. there is another version which has a black backgrd and lime green stripes. ahhh..

it was a bad night. my ipod nearly died on me at 130 am. the ipod light was on but the screen was not responding at all. i could not lock it nor hear the songs. had a sleepless night. keep looking at my ipod and thinking what would happen if it really died.

but thankfully, by this morning, it was perfectly alright, just that the battery was used up.

isnt it weird?

2006-12-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

say hi to spongebob! haha a new template for a new year! haha okie tt was crapping. but this template is soooooo cute! ahaha.. look at this blog too!

short update of today. went to velocity wif my family.. gt a new shoebag! :) yay yay yay.
then dinner with kcjg. ate prata at thomson and dessert at the liquid kitchen. haha chocoloate fondue is niceee.. germ cut her hair and it looks like a mocktail. hehehee.. then crapped ard till quite late.

ahh tmr is monday! this whole week is gonna be 'family week' for me. mum took a week's leave to go out and tour ard s'pore. expect me to go the zoo. haha and i wont be touching any homework. aint this 'great'?

2006-12-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

singapore won the 4 nations netball cup! beat PNG 46-41. haha.. the WD from the s'pore team is my idol! she's tingjun and i shall learn how to defend like her and hopefully be as good as her one day. haha.. nice wish eh.

anw, kat and puiman won free tshirts today by shooting the ball, haha i won my tshirt ytd by shooting. =)

ooh and a nice thing happened today at the finals! s'pore co-captains pearline and jean and the PNG captain signed on a netball aft the whole game and then jean threw the ball to the spectators... and i caught it! haha.. :) its like.. me kat and puiman were tapping the ball btu i gt to catch it in the end. :) haha.. so lucky. and maybe its a sign that i get to catch the ball.. maybe i shd stay in netball and not go to bball. ahh. i dunno what to do.

but the sad thing is that.. we played aft the match and there were some scratches on the ball.. and puiman borrowed the ball tt i caught to practice shooting.. will only get it back on wed..

i miss my ball.

2006-12-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

ven!! lets go eat pad thai sooon!

hahaha.. okay, abt my boring holidays. well not exactly boring. haha, im like addicted to watching this jap drama on youtube. i dint like watching youtube at first cuz i tht it was rather overrated.. but kim tld me that the jap drama is nice and tt i shd watch it.. and so i went to youtube.. haha, and because of the jap drama, i am trying not to procrastinate to finish my pile of holiday homework. =/ plus trainings and friendly games occupy my holidays too.. so it is only a miracle that my homework can at least occupy a bit of my holiday.

anw lets talk abt yesterday!

the netballers (eileen, sling, lizda, khairyn, tze min, kat, merelda, pui man, yiwen and me) went to do netball cip for THE Four Nations Netball Cup, held at toa payoh sports hall from 6th dec to 9th dec. we arrived late for duty so the person in charge was hurrying us to get changed and stuff. a netball tshirt was provided for us to wear durg our duty. and also an "official" tag. :) had a free season pass to watch all the games too.

hehe, and so. we were ball girls for yesterday's games. and this is what we did: to pick up balls when it is outside the court, catch any balls that were flying towards us, dry and courts after each quarter, throw free posters and tshirts to the spectators after each quarter. i realised that it was difficult to mop the court whn it is wet with water and sweat. haha need a bit of strength to clean it dry. haha

before our duties, we practiced throwing shirts so that we wld not miss it when we are gg to throw it later. haha but we kept missing it when we threw it for the 1st few times. it was quite difficult to throw it over the railings and bars. haha but it was fun anyway.

the match started and singapore won canada 52 to 30 something. haha.. the gameplay was great and nicee! they were practically 'flying' on court cuz their actions were super quick. yepp. the match btwn papua new guinea and scotland was a close fight. the scores were within 3 goals but PNG won in the end. haha.. anyhows, we were let off at 10 pm.. then went to eat with coach and some of the girls. tiring but fun day! :)

i think i would be going down to watch to games and hopefully catch a small netball with the player's signature. hehe

2006-11-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

my mum bought a xmas tree ytd! the artificial one. haha i think its 4 feet tall and its abt my height. haha, we decorated it with lights and those glittery things and it looked very pretty! hehehe... but we're not done with the decorations yet.

december is coming. and so is the start of a new year and a new term. i dont think im ready to start life as jc2. ah well. i hate this. i have a LOT of uncompleted homework. and many many doubts t0 clear for chem. sobss. i need to be more on task!!!!!

this november was a slacking month. :( cuz ive been going for netball and bball trg.. and also gg out for movies and shopping.. im not saying that trg is a waste of time, maybe just excuses for not doing my work. but the good point is that i get to exercise and i became a bit tanner aft bball trg ytd. :)

do you need others to assert your insecurities?

2006-11-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

went shopping wif my family ytd. we went to raffles city and bugis.. haha, had lunch at thaiexpress and the food was quite nice. :) i ate seafood phat thai (pad thai)! the phat thai tastes almost similar to the one sold in school.. but this one is much nicer.. cuz there's a lot of egg! hehehe... nxt time must go and eat there wif benzene. :) hahaha... then went into a few shops. dint managed to buy anything.

we headed to bugis aft tt. went to swatch and i saw this reaally really really pretty orange watch! the strap is navy blue and its face is orange.. ahhhh. but it costs 189 bucks.. :( if i buy it, i wont have a lot of $ to spend durg the hols.. and my mum wasnt too keen to let me buy it cuz im only gg to wear it to school. raaah. i like the watch. . . sobs.

anw nth much interesting things happened. haha the only nice thing was tt i ate phat thai! haha.. okie tts lame.

i havent complete much hw yet!! im soo dead. i think i lost all my econs knowledge. :(
i tink i have a short attention span. i want to watch movie. 5 more weeks to hols! and 4 more weeks to xmas!!! presents time! heheh

2006-11-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

went to sch for bball trg ytd! i was so sleepy that i slpt on the train. and i tht i did not alight at woodlands station.. so i had to look at the sign before stepping out of the train.

there was no coach, so we did the usual stuff and managed to get a bit of a sun tan. hahaha.. went home aft tt to slp.. and i will have to choose btwn bball and netball as my main cca.. but i tink the choice is pretty clear if im logical in choosing. but then again.... it aint easy to choose.

anyways. today!! was rotting at home, until my bro and i decided to go to tanah merah station. hahaha.. cuz he needs to go there nxt wk for some event. then i followed him today to take the route to tanah merah. aft that, we decided to go to plaza sing to eat cuz we were hungry. and we really ate a lot. haha pretzels, tako pachii, and so on. ate till we were damn full. hahaa, then went to play arcade! played this game where u can collect the sweets by pressing this button in this machine.. hahaha spent like a few bucks on it. and my bro was quite pro at it.. i dint knw hw to play so i just watched hw to play and ate the sweets tt were collected. =)

then walked ard and it was raining.. so we decided to go to bugis so tt our parents cld fetch us home aft their work. ahaha.... saw many cute stuff at bugis!! hehehe.. yea then my mum came and we went home aft tt. just realised we passed by city hall thrice. and dhoby ghaut twice. fun day out today!

my back hurts aft all that walking... =(
there's netball tmr! time to lose weight aft all tt i ate tdy.. hehe.

p.s. cant be late for netball again tmr! if not extra 3 rounds and 1 round around the whole school. =/

2006-11-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

went out with kim today! dint see her for 3 weeks alr.. :( but it was nice catching up with her and stuff. but sadly, she is leaving for korea tmr and will only be back aft 1 week.. sobs. sobs.

anw, we walked ard taka, paragon and heeren. the xmas decors are nicee! i like the xmas tree with waterfall that is outside heeren! oh and along the way, we saw 5 ppl from ijtp in town! rach, stacey, jo and a few others. they are busy shopping for prom dress for fri's prom nite. :)

went ard trying to look for a swimsuit for kim so tt she can wear it in korea. hahaah but dint managed to get it. ooh and we saw santa claus and his elves in centrepoint! santa loooks horribly scary. haha... but tts nt the point. hehehe..

we finally reached our dinner place and ate at the giraffe. its opposite plaza sing i think.
we reached there at 6 plus and i tink it was rather early cuz not many ppl were dining there. so we were alloated to sit at this air-conditioned room.. but we saw tt the ambience outside wld be better so we changed our seats and sat outside. haha... we ordered. lagsana, some rice with chicken, chocolate cake and 2 drinks.

aft placing our order, i saw dark clouds and it was gg to rain any moment, so we were like: "shd we changed place again in case it rains." and so.... we requested to change our seats- again. hahaha.. i think its super embarassing to keep changing our seats!!! but.. tts not all... it rained while we were halfway thru our meal.. and we were a bit wet, so we decided to change to a sofa seat, away from the rain. we were like super embarassed la. but i tink we made use of ur service charge. hahaa.. this was the 1st time i changed seats 4 times durin a meal. hehe but the ambience was really really nice! we could not finish our food cuz the portions were reeally huge!! so we talked and laughed and contd talking.... we even cancelled our dessert. =/

yeap. thn it was raining aft we ate, so we waited for the rain to lighten up before leaving. went to plaza sing and saw nic siew wif her 'fren' haha.. okay, had a nice day today :)

2006-11-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

last day of remedial! and also the start of hols! hahaha... will see the benzene in sch nxt yr... but we will have more outings durg the hols! wait till zz wai book the tennis court and we are also gg to bake cookies in her house. wahahha...

aft sch tdy, went to j8 with hee and ven. we were supposed to go to op to buy shorts but we ended up gg to 37 deg instead. there were discounts for the clothes and hee bought a top and shorts for the upcoming sentosa outing :) then me and ven tried a pair of shorts with the same design but different colour. yes, we are gg to buy the same pair of shorts! can wear it to sentosa. yayy... haha, then sth funny happened. me and ven shared a changing room while hee was in the dressing room nxt to ours. then we were talking abt some stuff and suddenly, hee threw her top over to our dressing room and me n ven screamed like mad. hahahah, we are scared easily. lol

okay shall stop here, survivor's on ch 5 sooon. =)

2006-11-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

got back from netball camp tdy :) im extremely tired!

hahahas fell dead asleep once i reached home.

lemme recount a bit what we did! hahaha. had morning trg wit coach for like 3 hrs, did sprints and ball handling.. with 3 kg medicine balls! hahaha.. heavy. =/ and the sun was hoT!!

played some games aft lunch break. well, for this pass the water game, we had to spin around for 15 times and run back to our line.
and we plaayed some scissors paper stone gams. we had to act out the scissors and paper and stone. it was darn funny =)

and then it rained =/
but we had some mental training in cls wif coach, abt breathing in and imagining what we will be doing. haha, we had to do this wif our eyes closed, so some of us ended up sleeping =) hehehe.

then it was back to futsal court for some games and aft tt it was time for BBQ! hehe, so me, puiman, tze min, lizda, eileen and khairyn went to khairyn's house to take the food! oooh my gawd, rosewood condo is nicee! i like the swimming pools!! wanted to jump into the pool aft a long day of trg, but cant. hahaha..

durg the bbq, had marshmallows wif choco, banana with choco and many more fatty foods. all the calories burnt in the morning is cmg back! took quite a bit of photos la, and this chicken wing was on fire =/ ooh and i realised tt my arms were red durg the bbq! prob sun burn due to morning's trg.

we wanted to take a photo of us jumping in mid air. haha but it kinda failed.. and anw, will post some up soon. haha.

okay im lazy to type all tt happened. anw, i hv to go back to sch for remedial lessons from tmr till fri!!!! grrrr. muscles aching like mad. dint had that feeling for a long time haha.

but cls chalet starts tmr till thur! haha more fun with 23B!
bbq and sleepover. ahahaha. enjoy now, suffer later. :)

happy hols to all! oh and rhonda, thanx for the taggs! haha she's funny. :D

2006-11-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

oral presentation day!!

so today was my group IJ086 OP day :)
i was super scared and nervous before presenting! i think my whole group was. haha.
i think it all went fine except for some hiccups and technical problems here and there.
but somehow, when it was my turn to start presenting, i felt so scared that i dint feel nervous at all and i think it was a numbing feeling. hahaha.

oh and i had to paste a big sticker on my uniform while presenting! i looked like a retart..! hahaha.. ah well, and i think Q&A was allright and we had to only ans 1 qn! and is that good or bad. i shant bother. haha..

anw, i dint feel happy or sad that pw is over. haha.. cuz i think i feel a sense of emptiness and i will miss my pw members. haha all the crappy things we do durg meetings and all, and also one person wld be gone nxt yr.. =/ so yea.

then became op audiences and it was quite fun to look at other grp's ppt..

aft tt, benzene -1 went to eat at.... pastamania! haha... venw as crraving for pasta and thus we went dere, but walked ard cwp for abt an hr plus before eating.. and pastamania was fun! haha, me n ven used up half the bottle of cheese powder. =) all the fat in our body!!

then aft tt, went to watch the guardian with kim n my bro. haha, the movie was sad and nice!! and inspiring too? hahaha... think i shant spoil it here. no sch tmr!! but celebrating huirong's bday! haha.. and i finished my I&R with 501 words. yipppie.

oh and i think im cool cuz im nt writing testimonials for my frens in frenster. hahaha.

2006-11-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies!!

to:
jes: prestige is nice? ahaha.. i shall watch it if i have the time :)
ven: thanx for flooding! haha but thankfully, the flood had subsided. lets contd to speak the fastest! ahaha :D
E.T: hello! thanx fer dropping by
raf: hey. okay, will link u aft OP! hahahaha. kiddding.
kiM: yooo. all the best for chi and OP too! shall meet up sooon yea. :)
lian jie: hello OP audience! u better not make me laugh when im presenting.. or else u wld get it too. hehee.

2006-10-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

had the actual setting for OP today plus Q&A. my group was the last to present so we sat throughout the day.. haha and my cls ordered KFC for lunch cuz the canteen's half open.
yes, we turn to junk food when the canteen food is uninteresting. ahahaa =)

i was wondering what would happen if u present ur speech with an accent? such as those u hear in cartoons, and all the funny accents tt u can say with ur voice.
okie, i was getting bored with the normal tone so yea. and thus, i have decided to say practice my speech with all the funny accents and go ard talking to the benzene and ppl in cls with the accent. and everyone was laughing like mad :D

okay, we had a new coach for netball and so we had trg. in the futsal court. oh and netball camp's cmg right up! on nxt fri. aft OP. i wont have time to enjoy!!! sighs.

"are u talking to me?" the yang sisters

2006-10-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

last day of lessons tmr! wheeee.
ordered macs to sch for lunch tdy..! hehehe, cuz the thai stall was closed, so no yong tau foo or pad thai =( we then played 'exothermic' reaction on andrew! damn funny. fortunately he wasnt tt angry.. or else, ven, peihee and me wld be dead.

anw had bball trg today. waited till 530 for it to start and i ended sch at like 310!! alomost ditn want to go but i went in the end. (to burn off the calories i ate from the double cheeseburger for lunch)

aft trg, my muscles r aching. haha i miss the pain from muscle aches.

okay and there;s netball trg tmr too. ciao ppl.

p.s. i broke my OP record! took only 3min and 37 secs for my speech.
-do NOT speak like a bullet train-

2006-10-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

wheeee. it reads KKCGJ. kelsey, kim, corn, germ, jes. :D
i miss sec sch days...
photo courtesy from jes. :)

okie and its 5 more days to chinese. 10 more days to OP and 10 more days to real holidays.
it aint fair that my bro has no school tmr while i have school.
i WANT my holidays!!

2006-10-28T22:29:00.001+08:00

sch officially ended ytd! but we still had to go back for OP and MT. 6 days to A level chinese! and aft that will be OP on the 8th of nov. and aft tt, benzene can go play bball, badminton, outings and many more..! wheeee.

anw, had 3 OP practices for the past week.. the 1st OP was ........ no comments. i LAUGHED while presenting my speech. quite embarassing but yea. hehehe... i had no idea why i laughed.. =/ and i was reading the script from the laptop screen and our group wasn't prepared to present. somehow, i feel that being unprepared for something is better than being prepared. haha, thats what i think. so it might nt always work. oh, and our ppt is BORING.

anyway, 2nd OP! didnt laugh, but the slides were messy cuz there was some editing and i din knw what i was talking about. oh and i was nervous. and thus ended up repeating... roar. i need more hand gestures! but how! wave? dotts. and more explanation on the slides!

okay, 3rd OP.. and this time... i paused for quite a while and exceeded the time! spoke for abt 6 mins plus.. i need to speak faster. quite nervous wad, den i cant think of wad to say next, so i jumped ard! omg la. and apparently, i was hesitant to speak! what can i say. ohh, and we changed the backgrd of our ppt but it cant be seen clearly on the projector screen.. so we had to change the template again, and this time, it looks kiddo! =D yay.

the 10 "DO NOTs" for OP

1. laugh
2. jump around :)
3. stare at the screen
4. be nervous
5. read from the script
6. speak softly
7. be unprepared
8. not point to the screen
9. be hesitant
10. be like a robot

2006-10-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

i see a CLEAR SKY TODAY! *breathes in* with the haze gone, i feel as if i have 6/6 vision. =)

orright, so it was back to sch aft a long holiday! and all we did in school was oral presentations and chinese lessons. how fun is that? but.. we entertained ourselves with kaiqing's mac book by taking weird photos of ourselves.. oh yes, and laughing hysterically upon seeing each other's distorted faces was enough to give us abs. heh. you might think its childish but heck, it was super fun anw. =)

but i cant upload the photos cuz i dunno how to =/ but u can check out kaiqing's blog for those photos which we took :D

2006-10-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

watched deathnote at cine wif kcjg. quite a nice movie =) oh and the God of death is funny. i might have a phobia of using notebooks now. hehe but what nonsense is that.

i realised there are many nice movies tt are screening now =) and there are 3 movies that starts with "the".. hehe, the departed, the guardian and the prestige. talk abt creative destruction. hahaha...

there's a sequel to deathnote! the last name. hahaha, almost wanted to buy the comics aft watching movie! but then again, i dun really like reading chinese comics cuz i cant understand most of the words.. =/

walked ard cine and we saw the deathnote note book!!! whee. it really has words on it as seen in the movie and all the instructions and stuff. heh, quite cool but freakkky. i want to buy!

okay, shall stop here, nth much to rant about.

2006-10-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

hazy day! cant breathe. cant see. almost wanted to take a bus to school but sth happened so yar. anw pw robbed me of my slp last night, so it was a lethargic day.

school was boring!! i might bring my gameboy for joelle to play. HAHA.

the haze is killing everyone in my cls. haha, almost all of them are sick or having a headache.
the haze is engulfing the school and surroundings...

as the haze irritates us, the benzene are starting to sound sexier. roar..
oh ya, i received my gold badge and a sustained gold award. so 2 badges in total! :D

2006-10-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

friday the 13th.

played handball for pe! its netball, bball and football all in one! haha quite fun and violent!

vented all the stress within me.

violent games are fun aft receiving friggin bad results.

the keychain that kim gave me broke unexpectedly. now i have to go to gift a name to fix it. =(

how bad is this. i wish nxt wk would be a better week.

its not as if i dint study, its not as if i dint put in effort, so why arent i passing?

2006-10-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day. math results totally spoilt my mood. =(
it was that bad.
even playing bball did not cheer me up. not even the canteen food.

i hate this feeling.
the feeling of uncertainty and suspense.
why cant they return all the exam scripts to us at one go.
i might just die of waiting. and waiting and waiting....
anticipation can kill.

2006-10-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

its back to school! anw no lessons or whatsoever. only PEA = Post Exam Activities. Innova's gg to have a fun fair on the 10th of feb 2007. MARK THAT DATE DOWN. tix at $10 each. interested ppl pls drop a msg at the tagboard. =)

2006-10-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

oh no. i think im falling sick due to the haze!!! coughs coughs.

this is so unfaiir. exams are over but the haze prevents me from gg out to play!! the buildings are surrounded by the stupid haze. i cant see the DHL BALLOON!!! okei, random. super bored for the time being, heading out to town for sushi sooon. wahaha..

why must we go back to school during marking days. i want to organise a cls outing! wouldnt it be nice if the whole class is missing from sch on monday? =)

2006-10-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

YAY! PROMOS ARE OVER! F-I-N-A-L-L-Y. =)

The Woe Of Exams.

sacrificial time.
no distractions.
sleepless nights.
endless mugging.
last minute cramming.
spotting questions.
restricted freedom.
constant reminder to study.
unlimited stress.
must do well.
or face the consequences.
sheer determination.
postitive thoughts.
negative thoughts.
strained feelings.
mental block.
pray that all goes well.

the fear of not promoting did not even cross my mind all these years, so why now??
the papers are all over, but a sense of emptiness takes over.

2006-09-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

hello blog! havent been updating you. haha cause im super lazy.. aiight.

anw its towards the end of sept hols and what have i been doing???! pw took up 3/5 days of my holiday. how great is that. anw, hope pw wont bug me in trying to study for promos.. lets have a reality check! i think there is only 24 days to promos. how wonderful is this.

tried doing maths today and the feeling was dreadful.... differentiation is bad and so is ap, gp, curve sketching and the list goes on...

ahh. i will leave this wonderful place for bintan tmr! shall enjoy 1st then come back for more intensive mugging nxt term. =)

2006-08-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

haha. took this from puiman's friendster!! hehe cool right. =)

we are gg to have ACES day workout soon! hahaha... the dance moves r funny and sad to say, i cant co-ordinate my movements for nuts.. and its gg to be an inter house comp, so i hope taurus house wins! wheeehee.

netball carnival tmr! gotta be at kallang nball centre at like 715 am. wahhaha. there goes my sleeep. hope it'll be fun =)

2006-08-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

today's national day celebrations was entertaining. watched musicals, saw hip hop dances and stuff. and heard patriotic national day songs. haha... and despite all these, why dont i feel patriotic at all.. have i lost my sense of pride of being a singaporean..? hahaha. gawd.

today's celebrations made me reflect and think abt the past national day's celebrations tt i had in chijtp. the atmosphere is just different here in ijc. something is missing. i dun tink i can descirbe it. i guess aft being in a catholic sch for like ten yrs, it just feels weird not saying a prayer for others or giving thanks to god. or singing hymns. now then i realised how much i miss chijtp. =(

i feel we should be thankful for anything and everything. whether its good or bad. because everything happens for a reason.

2006-08-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

national day week! haha... oh yar. 6 more weeks to promo exams!! remind me to study hard! 2H2 and 2H1!! mugging aint fun.

haha. played hockey for pe ytd.. played the real game ytd durg pe. cuz the past few pe lessons were just practicing... oh and hockey is such a fun yet injury-prone game! ven sprained her ankle and the hockey stick whacked my right thumb! now there's a bruise.. =/

3 days of holidays! i think. hahaha... but studying for tests keeps me occupied. not forgetting pw, hope the person will reply to our email soooon, so that we can all get a life and move on.

oooh and bbq at kelsey's place tmr! =) she's finally backk from the states!! but she's leaving sooon again.. heck. we shalll enjoy tmr! hahas.

2006-08-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

have been playing hockey for pe!! haha pe lessons are fun without running 2.4 km and doing all the situps and push ups =)

the 1st two lessons of hockey left my right hand trembling. haha i prob used to much strength in holding the stick? hahas... the effects are rather disastrous cuz i cant even hold the chopstick properly whn eating or writing. but only my index finger trembles.. lol imagine! ooh and we lost 1 hockey ball whn playing.. it rolled to the hole tts being linked to the drain. haha the drains will get choked! hmmm and i gt injured ytd durg hockey! zhixing whacked e ball and it somehow hit my ankle. =( being accident prone sucks.

oh yar. inter house games are coming up! have to wake up super early to go sch and play for the house.. because the games are held before school. haha... gonna be playing in captain's ball wif the rest of my clsmates! hehe. taurus house shall win. =D

2006-07-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

lol. my blog's kinda dead! shall revive it a little.

hmmm lets talk abt pe lessons in ijc!! haha. yupp and nafa's finally over and its games time during pe lessons! learnt how to play volleyball for like the past 3 weeks. yupp, i like volleyball now! hahaha.. learnt the basics on how to hit over the net. my arms became red aft all the hitting and stuff. its as if i had a sunburn on my arms! wheee.... but i still like to play volleyball.

haha.

2006-07-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

wheeheehee. hahaha omg im finally here to blog!!

yay. bye to exams and HELLO to much needed sleep and a exam-freee life! i swear i was suffering frm anxiety pangs thruout the exam period. sobs. now the nxt thing to worry is the results. grrrr.

yupp. shall not rant about exams. it was over and done with. yea! then went out to bugis on friday wif hee and ven. bought quite a no of things. haha yar, walked frm bugis to parco to bugis street! super tiring but fun!! then went home being super dead tired.

today is a sunday. so ytd was sat and my cls went for the syf opening ceremony at kallang! reached there at abt 4 plus. and the sun was super hot and burning! e sun was shining right smack in my face. hahaha i was squinting and u cld have blindfolded my eyes wif a rubberband.
then dint really pay much attn to the performances la. haha cuz it was super hot! but i managed to watch the military band performances. it was really good. esp the one by tkss and they won! yuppo. and i saw sharifa! haha yeaaaa. dint see her for like 3 months. wheee. then some performances were quite interesting and freaky. haha.. baked under the sun for abt 2 hrs and we went back.. took the bus back to sch and mrt-ed home. grrr. so tired and i cld almost fall asleep on the train.

i need to link ppl! haha like so many. hahaha. okie back to school on tue!! sighs.

2006-07-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

I'm a First Mate!
Click here to test your skills at the wheel of a carribean cruise liner.

just some random games tt i played. yay.

2006-06-19T12:15:00.000+08:00

whee. last week of hols!! and the starrt of summer test! which means tt i have less than a week to study. haha how cool is that. today is MONDAY!

anw shall blog abt cls outing at sentosa last thurs! =) yupp so we went to siloso beach to sun tan and play! joelle was late as usual so she met us at the beach instead. we kinda borrowed other ppl's volleyball to play. hahaha we r soo evil. anw i cant play volleyball for nuts! cant really hit the ball over the net, except for setting the ball.. yea, thn played frisbee and dog and bone also.. and BBALL!!! hahaha, me, joelle, az and peihee played wif weekian and andrew. then the loser had to treat the winner ben n jerry's icecream!! we were winning at first but weekian and andrew soon caught up. and they won! =( but nvm , the score was 19-21 we still dun need to treat em icecream. yea.

hopscotch on the beach was fun! haha and we almost pushed thung liang into the sea! but he found out tt we were gg to push him into e sea.. =/ yeappps. took photos wif ven's camera! hmm, me and peihee "baked" ourselves under the sun! then picnic'ed wif snacks and stuff. we dint stay long cuz it was really warm! =)

haha well, but almost everyone gt darker by the time we went home. yuppy. and my face is starting to peel! yikes. and i cut my hair two days ago.. haha shall not explain too much how it looks like.

went out ytd to get germ's bday present! =) surprise! ooh and kim cut her hair too. so we both have screwed up haircuts. shall blog again sooN!

2006-06-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

hehe. tag replies.

ven: heyhey! haha aint i updating now! ahaha.. yea we rocK. play tennis with me soon!!
boon kiat: hey you! haha of cuz i rmb u! must come to ijc and visit us more often ya?? haha, u take care in pjc!
sharifa: hellos! hehehe dint seeya for quite a while!! must meet up one day!
qing: yoo! updating alr. =) yupp yupp we rocK. more study sessions! hahas.

haha i need reminders to update my pooor blog. =)
the 1st week of hols were boring. went back to sch almost everyday. make up lects and stuffs.. quite horrible cuz the lectures were fast and my brain just wasnt on the start mode yet. lol but had fun in sch laughing and going to cwp for lunch and all.. haha. i need to STUDY and pass summer tests!

yay. formed a study grp wif zz, pei hee, ven and kaiqing. we studied at my hse on sat.. ended up eating and talking but we still managed to get work done. got to knw quite a few interesting things.. hahas. slacked on weekends. i always slack on weekends!! arghh. need to be more uptight about studying.

i need to be addicted to studying and mugging. but where o where is my motivation? i need to find you as soon as possible!

2006-05-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

had emergenetics profilling workshop tdy! its some workshop telling you how your brain thinks by taking some quiz. there are 4 types of thinking. most people think using one or two main types.. yupp. and so.... i think by using all 4 types of thinking...! its quite rare. arrgh.. now i knw why i really cant make up my mind because i dun have a really dominant way of thinking. but then again. im a 51% a left brainer. and 49% a right brainer. sounds warped. my brain cant decide which side to

but nvm, aft profiling, pei hee, samantha, kai qing, vennesa and me went to the cathay to watch the benchwarmers!! wooohoo. the movie was super hilarious and i laughed till i cld die cuz rob schineider was in it! the hot chick guy. hahaha yupp. and then we went ta play pooL!! quite funny cuz we toook a very long time to finish one game!! but we only played a while cuz ven n kaiqing gotta rush off.. haha ah well. we have to go out anth time to shop!! i neeed a water bottle and many more! =)

pssst. the hols are here!

2006-05-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

sports day ytd! wore our class visors for sports day. =) haha... the overall champion house was rasalas. but taurus won for cheerleading!! took part in the retarted 8x50 novelty race and came in 2nd. haha joke of e century lar.. oops. and my prize was a file! hahahaha. its a sign for me to file all my worksheets properly and be organised. all my worksheets are all over the place.. =/

anw, had math xtra lesson aft sports day. yawns. haha. summer test is cmg! must study very very very very very hard. aft tt, went to cwp to have lunch wif abt 10 ppl frm my cls. haha and mr chua joined us too.. then ate and talked and laughed and took photos. with and without visors. =D quite funny lar. then walked ard and.... took neoprints! managed to drag weekian, tl and mr chua to take neoprints wif us. haha.. hilarious cuz abt 11 of us were trying to squeeze into the neoprint machine! and our faces were super small in the np.. haha anyhow, it was fun.

flag day for my class today.
i cant join them cuz had to attend national youth leader day talk at expo.. was contemplating of giving it a miss cuz i have to be there at like 830 am till 4 pm! haha... then my whole sat will be spent sitting down and listening to various speakers on how to be an effective leader and their experiences. however, that was only the worst case scenario.

actually the speakers were very humourous and inspiring! haha, heard and saw a lot of quotes and i gave some thought-provoking questions a thought. and i saw grace yow, sam chui and rach cheong, and other ijtp girls at the seminar! such a coincidence rite. well, can conclude that the world is a small place. oh ya, it was freezing cold in the hall!!! was soo cold tt i saw goosebumps on my arms! brrrr.

there was this guy frm the world toilet organization that said his organization was similar to the world trade org. cuz they deal with "small business and big business". pun unintended..

oh ya, joscelin yeo came to speak too. 1st time seeing her in person. haha she is soo tanned and toned! haha.. her talk was quite good tooo. think she received the loudest cheers from the audience. swimming! made me think of how i used to swim every week witohout fail. haha that was in the past. random.

and this motivational speaker said something which gave me much thought! here goes: 5 years down the road, you will be the same person as you are, except for 2 things. which is the books you read and the people you meet.

think i learnt quite a lot of things today. =) yay. i feel inspired.

" if you have a passion for something, you will excel in it. "

2006-05-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

boo.

oh, what a rather DEPRESSING day in school today. a no. of variable factors can explain this.

maths assignments are annoying me.. and all the other things that make me think and ponder just contribute to my feeling of sadness and emptiness. shd i ignore it or try to salvage it. am i too paranoid? arrrgh.. why am i feeling so apathetic, is it due to high expectations or just plain ignorance?

someone tell me a joke. i seriously need to cheer up.

2006-05-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

testing. oh no. i cant blog using my laptop! grr. i shall update it later.

2006-04-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

oh mans. havent been blogging!! cuz too lazyy to blog abt every single thing. tho i would want to. hahas. pardon me if this entry seems a bit random here and there.

ah wells... anw i cut my hair! like finally. finally found the time to go cut my hair. but as always. it turns out to be a bit of a disaster... so its quite short now.. the tails r gone! sobs. and ppl in sch asked me why i cut my hair till that short and stuff. hahaha.. i want it short cuz i dun want it to be long. hahas that was contradicting. what am i talking abt mans.

anws, outdoor adventure camp tmr! for 3days n 2nights. no lessons! wheee. but i heard that its gg to some sort of military camp style. grr. but there's gg to be kayaking! i prefer dragon boating tho. ahahaha. gg to be real tired aft the camp i guess.

i tink i shall be a mugger. aft the camp. cuz there are tons of tests and assignments!! sobs.. and my PI gt rejected! similar to thung liang's. grrrrr.

on a happy note! happy 17th birthday jesLyNN!!!!! =) went to ajc to celebrate jes's bday! haha, met kim at yck mrt before gg to ajc cuz i had to change in ajc pe tee before gg into e sch.. whee. then ate e cake that kim baked.. e cake is niceeee! happy happy happy me. =)

2006-03-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

wheeee. the start of term two has been pretty good i guess.. same cls as 1st 3 months so im in 0623B! and im being arrowed to be the cg rep. like tt was quite unexpected.. dunno if im up to it man. i'll have more responsibilities frm now on.. haha ooh and half of my cls are 2nd intakers so there's a balance in my class. hmm, tons of math tutorials are piling up!! oh man, need to take some time to finish them! gt quite a few stuff to hand in nxt mon.. chi compo, gp essay and econs!! also received the qn paper for project work.. oh man, e qns are quite tough... okie im starting to ramble. cross country in mac ritchie nxt wed! haha. oh wells, tired alr. shall blog more soon.

2006-03-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeee. went out wif jes n kim tdy!! =D ate at cafe cartel and they have service charge now!! wahaha.... so we made full use of it! yupp. then went to play pool at lucky plaza and shopped ard town. took pics and we gt chased away from sitting outside a jewelley shop in taka. cuz they tot we were taking pics of the shop .. haha weird ppl man. had fun spotting ppl we knw and jes saw practically everyone at any place man! tink she saw abt9 or 10 ppl, all ajc ppl. hmms. then went kino and i saw this bk on how not to think. its titled BLANK. hehe, think its pretty cool but i read a bit and found out tt i dun really understand what its talking abt. saw this bk on pool! how to aim and stuff, can become a pro pooler one day. i realised i havent been to town for ages!! ughh my sch is soo far away from town tooo. tts a random thought btw. haha. oh man, i soo miss ijtp life!

so aft tt, i went to see the sinseh again cuz my leg is still hurting! grrrs. my movements r limited!! cant jump or run! anw bad news la, the sinseh said the blood clot is still in my foot. =( so its like my foot will still hurt if the blueblack wont go away... this is so depressing and crappy.. oh when will i be able to stop limping? and start to jump and run!
oh man, and i finally read the newspapers and found out tt the news r just as depressing. all abt politics.. protests.. and the earth is going to drown sooN! that is sad. no more carbon dioxide!

are things complicated or am i just too paranoid. why wont i have my own stand?

2006-03-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

went to check my eyesight tdy!! haven't checked for abt 1 and a half yrs. and surprise! my eyesight reamined constant! so no increase in eyesight. =D happy. but i wanna change my frame. so i chose a pretty nice one.. and its ORANGE!! whee. i totally love orange! found out tt plastic frames dun suit the structure of my nose bridge! arrgh. so i cant look nerdy! mind the word look.

i've been thinking. the first term of jc life has been fun and fufilling. but towards the end of the term, i've started to be more intrapersonal. cuz of stuff tts been happening. what if the person whom u think u know a lot about, is actually hiding behind a mask, a facade. just to deceive you and himself/herself. for certain reasons, i'm starting to lose trust in people, i've yet to come to terms with what and who i should believe. i'm just a listener, trying to interpret the info tts going in and be discerning. i'm sick and tired of this. discern is the crucial word. decisions. i hate that word. sometimes, it makes me crumble and think. it shows my weakness. but what is a person without weaknessess? how i wish i could be free of these things. im starting to ramble. =/

anyhow, i've decided. i'm going to start term 2 with a new mindset. tis is so not a happy post.

2006-03-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

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hehe. any takers for my blog?!! =D

2006-03-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

this week has been a bad bad week for me. ugh im sick of this. read on if u feel bored.
lets start wif mondayy! 1st day!
me and yiwen became ogls for the new intakers. thought it would be fun but it turned out otherwise! cuz we were the last min ogls cuz there wasn't enough to meet the demand.. we were assigned to a tribe called iroquois! our clan was dakota. haha.. but we were quite lost in our clan cuz we dint know some of e cheers and wad we r supp to do.. so yea. 1st day of orientation was boring and horrible. shant elaborate.

2nd day! tuesday!
decided to swap tribes. it was for the good for everyone. haha if not the intakers will nt enjoy orientation. so i went over to cayuga while yiwen stayed in iroquois. so we had games and stuff. quite fun and wet.. cheered till i almost lost my voice. hmm and a bit burnt.. =/ yupp.. then had trg and the netball hit me right smack in my facee! small cut on my nose cuz of my specs.. and blue black on e nose bridge and my nose hurts! headache so cant train. so diaoo. =/

3rd day! wednesday!
last day of orientation! war games and cca fair.. quite alright i guess. then had to leave for netball match wif cjc and srjc at kallang netball centre.. so i missed the end of orientation.. but anw cayuga won e BEST tribe!! wheee! =D happy happy happy!!!

4th day! thursday!
bought my calculator! and wore e new uniform. looked a bit weird on me but anw guess i'll be used to it.. had lectures which were just intro to e 2nd intakers and one word to describe it. b-o-r-i-n-g. aft tt, yiwen n me decided to be super hardworking and went to e libraia to borrow econs ref bk and workbook for e hols. =D have to mug durg e hols so as to catch up in my tutorials! math test in term2! arrgh. then slacked ard while waiitng for netball trials to start. but i wanted to try for bball too. so i went for it.. was just shooting and stuff. dint even do much but before the trial even started, i injured myself! dint even knw how i injured myself. anw, someone tripped me.. anw my ankle hurts so i cant make it for both netball n bball trials. jade can be my witness! i feel even diao-er this time. hurts so much tt i cabbed home and it costs me 13 bucks. =/ *why am i soo accident-prone this week* visited the sinseh, said i injured the side of my foot and its gg to hurt for like 1 wk.. cant take cold drinks! or even cold fruits! grrr... seriously hope it'll be better soon!! hate to limp around and feel like a cripplee. =/ cant go out much this hols if it doesnt recover

5th day! friday!
last day of the week. and term! stayed at home. cant make it to sch in my condition. then slacked ard till ally called me and passed me my econs ref bk. cuz i forgot to bring it home ytd.. thanx lots! =) then she havent ate lunch, so went to mos burger.. leg hurts so had to go home aft tt. omg this is sucha longg entry. a summary of my week. haha.

2006-02-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

went to school earrly for morning run wif yiwen and cheryl. they had to do make up pe! so we ran 5 rounds in abt 10 plus mins. quite fast huh hahaa. then had chem prac! did titration wif coke and orange juice! had to measure their ph value.. haha i was sooo tempted to drink the coke mans. but its in the pipette.. =D swapped uniform wif faddy again! haha cedar uniform is nice to wear cuz i like the tie. how superficial is that..

my legs were like jelly before trg! so i had no more energy to run 2.4 for warm up... so i clocked 6 rounds at 16.35.. hmm so thats abt it.. trg was okie ba..

quote frm chi tcher: "your future lies in your immediate actions and decisions." haha, true i guess.

2006-02-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

had thanksgiving mass in ijtp tdy!! it went quite well. must say tt 4/7 n 4/8 did a gd job. =) i miss singing hymms soooo much. ah well.. guess i wont be attending mass for quite a long time from now. then went to nyjc wif germ!! hehehes... quite a nice place i must say. then saw the bball capt who happened to be in germ's class. talked to her a bit and thus i had this opportunity to study in ny and appeal thru bball. but there will be a tryout in ny tmr.. but there's trg in sch. so maybe perhaps i will go for it? whatever the choice. guess i'll have to choose only 1. cant sit on the fence anymore. i hate this feeling.

2006-02-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

school's been fun! ytd. watched movie during gp and our cls ordered pizzas and ate em in cls durg the screening of e movie.. hahahs. then had pe and played ultimate frisbee! haha quite fun and then had netball and stuff.. starting to get e hang of netball. =) hahas anws i have lots of tutorials to do man... crappy. chem and math n econs! my opp cost is doing hw while blogging now. is tt true?

2006-02-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

release of o level results.

no more sleepless nights and apprehension. well, our school did well. well. i have made it to a jc thus im happy. but i totally dint expect this kinda result.. this is not a good feeling. sad and very disappointed.... i actually failed an o level subject. like wth. i would be lying if i say that im okay.

=( can someone cheer me up?

2006-01-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

happy cny! tho i dun really like cny.. cny celebrations in ijc tdy. quite okie la. entertaining. we have to guess the no. of oranges and win an ipod! haha. cool eh. anw, its nt as nice as celebrations in ijtp. had 2 hrs of lessons before e celebrations so cant pon sch..

anws, the chem proj is irritaing me. but i shall nt blog abt it as i wont want to rmb awful situations and bad memories. why make urself a bitter person by remembering unhappy things? haha aft the celebrations, went to causeway point wif yiwen and ate pastamania. den shopped ard n bought earrings or ear studs. wadever u call em.. then went home to sleep! omg, i feel like a pig. then had steamboat for dinner. yums.

cny tdy!
received many sms-es and i'm nt that into e festive mood. stoned at home and waited for ppl to visit. haha im tt lazy.

2006-01-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

omg havent been posting abt sch life.

nth much lately.. but i've been trying out some ccas.. but i got into netball. i miss playing bball badly. its like i keep having blown for contact and stuff.. but i managed to survive thru e trials and yupp. the trgs end at 9 pm! so late but i guess its only temporary. been having lessons and lectures. i dun realy like maths.. =( and for chinese, i have to blog in chinese in another blog.. sigh, how to blog in chinese? anws look out for my chinese blog.

o level results out soon.

2006-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

fri. the 13th.
went for badminton trials but dint get in. guess i'll join shooting and maybe table tennis. this day was super bad for me. had to go town aft sch but my belt had to spoil and had to make do wif staples. =/ then the back gate closed and had to detour round the sch and got my shoes all muddy and disgusting. =( but then went to eat at paragon to celebrate kim's bday wif germ, jes and kelsey. ate at baker's inn and the food is great. dint see em for like only 2 wks but it felt longer than that.. sigh i missed crapping wif them. but aft dinner i felt sick and i tink i shant go on abt it.

sat. the 14th.
kim's bday! haha but we went to kelsey's hse for a farewell party. it was a surprise for her so she wasnt kinda expecting it. she's leaving on the 18th. dun tink can send her off at e airport. im so gg to miss her tons. then me and kim went to cine wif germ cuz her og outing was there. then played pool wif kim while germ was wif her og members at other pool tables. pool was super entertaining and we saw some weird dress sense and it was really dumb to dress like that. havent played pool for ages and i really played my fill tdy. =)

omg sch tmr. dun really like it now. i seriously think lectures are sooo uber boring but guess i'll have to live with it.

2006-01-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

last day of orientation ytd. dint have campfire but it was replaced by a disco in e hall and a deejay was invited to e sch to play e hits! then danced ard. lasted for like 1 hr pluss.. haha and so orientation rocks in innova. except the 1st day was quite boring. only some games were fun but i think the ogls did a great job man.. cheered till i was hoarse. must say that i learnt many new cheers and dance! haha but something's lacking. my clan is called miccosukee. we won the best clan in the whole orientation. cool eh. haha and there was cca fair ytd too! oh man. so many ccas to choose from and we were supp to sign up for only 2 but i ended up signing for FOUR ccas. namely bball, shooting, badminton and dragon-boating. i like all of em! but i can only choose one. which one to choose?? there is a snooker club in innova too. how cool is that? play snooker in e sch premises. i think im starting to like the school. is that good.

2005-12-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

so this is new yr's eve. tmr is a brand new yr. summing up this yr, all i can say that its a blast. i rmb being nervous abt Os at the start of the yr but now i can say that my Os are finally over and i can only move on with the fond memories with my frens and the school. =)

visted innova the other day. took abt an hr to reach there. how great is that. anw its such a "sporty" school in the sense that a teacher there took part in e sea games. haha. oh well. mixed feelings abt gg to innova. happy and excited cuz: well i made it to a jc. its a whole new experience and environment. not happy and excited cuz: my frens are not there. its a dread to wake up so early in the morning.

i guess i'll try to live with it for a while.

2005-12-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

merry xmas! haha its a bit late but nvm.
bball party at kim's hse ytd. pot luck! haha, cabbed there wif sam and we were e 1st to reach. haha then watched exorcism of emily rose. the plot's good and that's that. then played pool and ate and ate. played the number game and the loser had to finish a certain amt of food. like satay, spagethii,hotdog, etc. and i was that lucky(unlucky rather) to lose thrice and i was so damn full can. crapped ard.. then there was e exchange of presents! hmm thank you everyone who gave me presents and cards! =)

2005-12-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

ytd.

shopping wif kim in taka, isetan. bought some xmas presents and i'm still nt done wif getting all the presents yet. maybe i'll get e presents in hong kong. kino was quite crowded and the queue was super long. haha everyone doing xmas shoppingg!

tdy.

played bball wif my bro and audrey. my life seems to revolve ard shopping and playing ball. hmmm. then kim and joycelin came to join us. aft a while, joan and alvina came to play! haha. the sun was scorching hot and burning! nice day for a tan and bball. played for abt 4 hours under the sun and i'm quite red and burnt. my arms are itchy!! i like getting sun burnt. am i a sadist or what. oh well, gg to hk tmr! haha the weather's gg to be cold there. so im gg to turn into a popcicle. hahaha so i'll be gone for a few days. shall blog abt it soon!

2005-12-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

forgot to add that i'll be blogging abt my taiwan trip sooon. but then again i'll be off to hongkong in abt 3 days. which is the day the results of which jc i'll be going to for 1st 3 months. how great eh. *prays*

2005-12-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

went to cut my hair ytd. well. it was quite horribly done cuz it wasnt wad i wanted nor expected. oh well, i guess i can only let it grow. presently, i look like an anime character. how wonderful is it. i cant really say i like my haircut. it always goes wrong but ppl think its a nice haircut. if ppl likes it, is it necessary that i have to feel the same as them?

played bball wf audrey for 3 hrs under the hot sun tdy and am i tanner now. i hope i'm tanner. =) my face is red. my life is boring. need to do xmas shopping. its the 1st thing on my to-do list! but i dun even knw wad to buy for ppl. thats vexing.

2005-11-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

i've decided to finally blog on the 1st of dec.
wheeee. hols are quite boring. prom night was okie la. quite entertaining and memorable!

then the past week was spent rotting at home in front of the comp.. hibernating.. towning and playing pool.. shopping doesnt really excite me anymore. not much nice movies to catch eitherr.

ytd.
jes,kim and germ came over for fun to play xbox and we just sat in front of the tv and played for abt 4 to 5 hrs. played halo 2, rally sport and fifa. we were like screaming and shouting and almost had a heart attack but it ws super fun anw. haha

i've finished packing my luggage alr. im all set to go to taiwan on sat! pure shopping trip. (if i can find anything that i like) wheeeee.

xmas is cmg soon btw. hahaha. countdown: 24 days

tis the season to be jolly,
falalalalala
lalala

2005-11-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

YAY. o levels are finally over!!
*jumps for joy*
hello freeedom. byebye sleepless nights.

firstly, i shall say goodbye to all my textbks, files and notes for the time being. i must say they have kept me pretty much occupied for the past few months. shall burn them and make a bonfire outta it. nah, just kiddin.

haha. i need to exercise! i miss playing bball. i miss watching movies. i miss shopping. i miss sleeping for more than 8 hours. rambling thoughts.

now its time to slack like no one's business. went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire ytd wif bballers at j8. but we went to play pool before e movie. the movie started at 950 then joan's sister booked the tix for us, so that we cld watch. the seats were e best too! the movie was great.. a bit sad at some parts. diggery is quite cute. haha. i so want to watch it again.

2005-10-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

one more wk to o levels! arggh. all the last min studying and cramming works. i just realised studying can be fun. am i kidding myself? oh wells. 3 more weeks and it'll be overr. studyyy!
oh ya, harry potter's coming out on the 19th of nov!!

my brain is kinda saturated.

2005-10-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

guess ive not blogged for a longg time.

the sun came out today! i need the sun. i need a tan. hahaha.. anw im getting rather stoned at all the studying but i guess all will be over soon. its quite terrible to know that u have to study cuz time is really running out. but you're nt doing anything about it to really study and understand what chem, amath and bio is all about. yet im trying and im really trying. hope it pays off.
anw im rambling.

2005-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

photo-taking! cameras!! take another photo please. bright camera lights. noise. fun. laughs. well, thats my last day of sch in ij. spent in 4/4. =) haha
i pretty much think that the lst 2 yrs are great. tho there are times when it totally sucks. but the fun moments are more memorable. lessons in class.. the sec 3 netball match, chocomania, rugby, cny deco, camps. oh my. why cant the fun times last. i just realised i have spent a decade in ij. sometimes i wonder why havent i converted. maybe, someday i will.

but my last day of sch is not completed w/o playing bball in sch. and so i played for the last time. most prob wont be playing it for a month or so. omg cant wait for it to be over! but i gotta really work my guts out NOW.

that means no more procrastinating and no more self doubts. i can do it. i will do it. i will make it. i will achieve.

2005-10-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

if only i could turn back time. there's so many things that i wld do differently. i guess things happen for a reason, maybe for the better or worse. it might be a good thing if things dont turn out the way i want it to be, but i cant seem to see the good side of it. maybe i shd learn to accept things the way they are but thats really going to be difficult.

wad the heck am i doing with my life.

2005-09-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

yay! prelims over! *prays for satisfactory results*
gotta revive my blog. hope it isnt dead..
played bball aft amath! =) can play aft like eternity. i think im getting older. lost my stamina. must be due to all the choco tt i ate while studying. gotta go get some serious exercise man!

wnet iceskating at jurong east wid e bballers. train ride was super long. i learnt to ice skate today!! its damn scary when u first step onto e rink. there were like so many ppl learning to ice skate and some really pro skaters were skating oh so nicely!! i wish i cld skate like tt too. sun lu was e coach for the day haha. she taught us ta ice skate! thanx ah lu!

took an EQ test. hmm.

connie, your Emotional IQ is 119.

your strongest suit is perception — your ability to pick up on what others are feeling. Because of this, you are unusually good at reading people's verbal and non-verbal cues. You're especially aware of the subtleties of people's actions, and can feel out the vibe of a situation better than many. That gives you and edge many wish they had. People with high perception skills like yours, however, tend to rely on them to the exclusion of others. As a result, they sometimes have underdeveloped abilities in other realms of critical emotional intelligence like managing emotions, empathy, and being expressive.

haha. sadly, i think its true...

2005-08-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

in the midst of prelims.

only 2 papers done. guess i wont update till its over.
so gotta do well.

wad e heck am i blogging here

2005-07-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

i dun like organic chemistry.. alkenes, alkanes,alcohols,carboxylic acids,esters.. blah blah. its so confusing durg lesson time man.. like ethanoic acid, methyl propanoate, 2 methyl- propene.. blah. and all those never ending structural formulas.. many many types of reactions.. and naming those weird chemicals seriously gets on my nerves.

and i got to rmb this: when you add the acid to the alcohol, the ester formed is the alcohol (eg ethanol) ETHYL then the acid (eg propanoic acid) PROPANOATE. and general formula for acids is CnH2n+1OH. yea.. got tt frm gi while tlkin on msn.. thanx loads! kinda enlightened. cant believe that we're discussing chem online. hmmm.

chem prac test on wed. kinda mess it up. i blatantly forgot to use the delivery tube for the experiment when its there on my table and we're supp to use it.. crap it. hope i'll pass it anyhow...

i doubt we can do 2 maths tests in one day. its super draining on my poor, helpless mind. are we really super robots?

2005-07-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

turned 16 like 3 days ago. haha. now i can play pool and watch nc16 movies! (like finally) it doesnt really make a diff to me cuz i feel tt i still havent grown out of my childishness.
anw, thanx to all those who made my bday a special and happy and fun and surprising one!!

nth much to say. sch life is kinda boring.. all e hmwk and tests and free periods. haha, ubt prelims is in like 6 wks time. suddenly, everything in life is abt tests and exams. and no more play. hmm.. so obviously everyone will feel tired and exhausted.

had emath test tdy and was shortchanged of time!! so irrit. but anw, think i shd do well.

2005-06-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

went for trg tdy and mr tan dint come! hahha, so it was kinda fun but nat came and gave us a talk and did some stuff.. quite slack but anws, it drizzled a bit..

then had bball outing to bishan to watch initial D!!! like 19 ppl went man! haha, it was yulica's bday and sandra's bday tmr! hehe, then like bought stuff for 'em and had lunch. thanx to kerine for booking e tix! while waiting to enter the theatre, we wanted to play polar bear so we sat down. and while we were abt to play, the security guard came to shoo us off and tld us to stand up instead. hmm. i came to realise tt 19 ppl cant sit down to play polar bear along the aisle... but apart frm tt, the show rocks!!! edison chen is soooo cute and hot!! and jay is as cute and hot too! the way he cried huh.. is kinda sad! anw, the show is damn nice la.. wanted to watch summore but the show had to end there. hahha.. quite diao but yea. the effects were v cool too!!!!!! cars racing down the mountains in less the 3 mins. i love edison chen! =)

2005-06-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

came back yersterday frm bball camp! had fun and laughter and a bit of tears for 2 days n 1 night =)
staretd off with trg and aft tt the camp started. =) yeapps. had lunch and pastas n pizzas rocks! hehe. aft tt played games. games were nice and funny! had to go ard to look for an heirloom n protect it thruout e camp. haha, then had a 'war zone' where we threw water bombs at ppl who try to steal our heirloom! damn funny can but it was a bit messy n stuff. ahhaah.. then sat ard when there's no games to play n while waiting for bbq to start, we did self-entertainment! haha, took pics and videos of our silly antics! hahha

yeap. bbq was great! loved e food and bbq-ed marshmallow wif biscuits! then we played bball in e dark..

then farewell by our jnrs! thanx for the songs u sang to us and the video! loved it! =) then showered and present-giving time. jnrs were soo sweet! thanx for the pillow and gifts! its really nice of u ppl!! then came the super touching part where alvina read her poem.. omg the poem is really touching and indescribable.. then like we were soo super touched and everyone started to cry... sobs. sad to leave the team man.. the team spirit is still there and i hope that it'll be burning in all e bballers hearts even aft we leave.

yea. then last of all. i want to thank all our jnrs who made this camp a success and its really great, fun, memorable and sweet!!! i seriously enjoyed it and thanx for all tt u ppl have done for us thruout these 4 yrs. u jnrs are really sweeet and touched us so much tt there's no words to describe how much we appreciate u guys. =)

well, contd to make bball a rocking cca and do us proud!

2005-06-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday pee!! =D

went for trg todayy and guess whart! me n carrie were e only sec 4s there to train man! had a huge shock of my life. felt kinda weird and i dunno why. haha, fortunately, trg was kinda okie except tt it was a bit boring at times.. and tt ppl dint really wanna count... hehe, oh well. and mr tan keep asking me to call joycelin who's slping like a hibernating animal haha. jk. yupp.. and tt was trg.

then went to eat macs wif audrey n yulica. then went back home to do emath.. realised tt ive still got a lot of emath papers to complete! =/

anws have to go and contd being a nerd. this is bad.

2005-06-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

bought two hamsters tdy!!! haha. im so happy!! they're soo furry, small and nice and cute! dwarf species and they're only 2 months young.. hehe. oh btw, they're called hamtaro and totoro! okie anw nth to blog abt. ooh and bball camp's cmg soon!! cant wait for it! =)

2005-06-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

i love zoo land animal biscuits!!! haha. buy me loads of it and i'll be happy! got slightly burnt aft playing bball wif jaclyn and zoe aft bio lessons.. taught em how ta shoot and stuff.. yeaa. bball camp cmg up! for ballers only! haha. kinda excited for it.. cuz me and alvina bought a lot of sparklers to play! abt 200 odd.. last camp for us! hope it'll be a great one!

my hw is nvr endding! someone save me frm my plight! helpp

2005-06-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

whee!! its the hols!!!! finally! mid yrs is a boo-boo.. this shdnt be happpening. ive decided. i'm going to work my butt off durg the hols.

i've loads and tons of hw to complete! i swear the teachers think tt all we're gg to do durg the hols is hmwk and more hmwk.. have ta go back to sch for lessons for the 1st wk of june.. emaths is a killerr, i dun really like vectors. haha

and today, ive officially movedd to my new house! yay like finally hehhee.. i kinda like my new house! tho my unit is high up on the 36th floor. hope the lift wont die on me at all, or else it'll be disastrous.. haha, im tlking rubbish now..

i think i shd update more often as my blog is stagnant as said by some ppl.. hehehe

oh well, finally i've internet access aft exams and moving house...

okie, enough of rambling and stuff.. gotta do some emath, i sound like a nerd.

2005-05-11T07:43:00.000+08:00

4 days of slacking's over soon man. sch tmr. wad an un-exciting life.

2005-05-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

YAY. mid yrs are over!!! (like f-i-n-a-l-l-y)

a sense of normalcy takes over again.. even tho the mid yrs are over a span of 4 days, time seem to pass by slowly. but anw, its over and hope tt the results are satisfactory.

4 straight days of hols for me!! yay-ness. can slack at least for tt few days and let my exhausted brain take a break/.. =D

2005-04-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

hi blog.. i juz realised tt i dint update you for like almost a month. haha, im getting lazier in updating my blog. pft's finally over! yea, got a gold but i want to retake my 2.4km cuz i missed an A grade by a pathetic 5 secs? but heck abt it i guess.. must be contented wif a gold.. watching miami heats vs 76ers on ch24 and sadly, 76ers losing!! haha iverson missed many shots.. grr and its the 3rd quarter alr.. =
played badminton durg pe tdy. quite fun and interesting. practiced for eng oral and there's this passage tt says basketball's a boring game! haha, tts total crap la. 76ers is catching up sooon in the match.. yeaa, 4 more pts... hope they will win man. =)

random thoughts. 2 wks left to mt prelim. must get cheena soon. haha some wks to mid yrs then prelims then o levels. it sums up to an equation like this: less time to play + decrease time to relax = exam time + mugging like mad. cca stops tdy. and it had to rain like monkeys and donkeys and pigs. trg was super tiring and exhausting! ran ard the canteen for 1/2 an hr. almost died-ed. did da ban aft it rained and like the court's so wet. mr tan's kinda in a bad mood tdy. wanted us to end at 6 can. irrit. but managed to practice a bit for the kallang thing.

miami heats is still leading.. shall be off to watch it noww

edited part: the game ended in a tie! 104-104.. quite cool man. at least 76ers managed to draw a tie! hehe. overtime! extra 5 mins. turnoverr for 76ers. yay.

2005-03-18T14:32:00.000+08:00

hols are almost ending!! everyday is gg to sch for me except tdy.. this is like a hol filled and piled and buried wif hmwk and lessons... oh well, i want to watch spongebob!

anw i did a stupid thing by falling into a drain outside st raph yesterday. i happily walked backwards cuz i was tlking to denesh, dalvin and jaclyn.. they warned me but the e nxt thing i knew, i was in the drain can. haha, dalvin said i fell gracefully. haha, like how? oh well, stupid silly me... dint fall into drain before! lucky it was a dry drain man.. had some cuts here n dere but my ankle hurts a bit.. dammit hope it'll recover..

i like the genie towel tt i found but its sandra's.. haha oh well.

2005-03-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

thanksgiving mass tdy!! haha, nice job everyone! thanx to gen and germ for being the pianists and the mass comm for organising it.

nt much time left to o levels and ive gotta get into the mode of constant studying. but my results are like a roller coaster dammit.

p.s. spongebob squarepants movie is cmg soon.

2005-02-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

nt a vey nice day today. had pe and ran 2.4km.. improved my timing but gloria's still absent and im sitting alone for 2 days alr. mr ng changed our seats tdy!! well basically, i'm sitting wif denesh right in front of the teacher's table now. sobs and tt means no more sittin wif gloria! also, zoe n gloria are sooooo far away frm me.. i totally absolutely dread sitting in front and its in frnt of e teacher too. i dunno why but im always assigned to sit in front. such luck mans. this is how i feel at my newly assigned place: maybe its juz me. my area is so cramped and im stuck at the corner nxt to the window and the blue wall. i have nt much space and all i see when i turn to my rite is the blue wall. i hit my head against the window accidentally tdy. painful and wad a nice welcome for me i guess. there's also a small, cute xmas tree in frnt of my table to block the teacher's head. i dun have space for me to do my hmwk cuz of the blue wall. the area is pretty warm okie. cant stand it. i guess ive to like try to adapt to it. but denesh's nice! even tho she tld me to shutup and stop whining abt my place. haha.... pin,dalvin,siti and jaclyn are near me too!

it rained durg trg. injured my finger agn durg trg. its on my right hand and its swollen. sth wrong wif the ligament in my finger. cant write nicely or properly till its healed. 2 wks ago, i injured my finger on my left hand. competition's in 3 days time and ive to get injured. im sucha loser can. oh well, joan injured her ankle too. hope we're all well and fine on monday and tue! hehe... it rained on my way home aft trg too.. i hate today. dint bring umbrella and gt drenched. my bag's very wet and my shoe bag is wet. had to dry it sooon man. well, im tired, gtg slp

2005-02-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

woke up wif a terrible headache but still managed to go to sch.... sch was okie tdy.. cept tt 5 ppl dint come. haha, extra long hol i guess... had pe and we played soccer as usual wif some weight trg before. we learnt how to dribble and pass e ball! haha quite slack and lessons were okie except chem.. dint seem to understand her lessons as usual but her notes shd be fine i guess. sch was finally over and bball's nxt!

haha dint train for a week man.. and and and so lil ppl came for trg!!!! i think its a world record of 10! nvr had i seen so few ppl trg man.......... and cuz everyone had pracs and mass and dint come to sch or are sickk.. so at 2.45, mr tan tld 4 of us ( sam chu, joycelin, hui zhen, me) to go down to train.. well, did many many 3 pointers.. soo boring and tiring! then aft wad seem eternity, slighty more ppl came and added the no. of ppl who trained.. well, trg wasnt nice tdy.. pulled my muscle durg trg and all of us felt lethargic. i think its due to cny.. hahaz and mr tan kept pickin on me.... nt as if i wanted to sit out for a while rite.. grrr.. so annoyed and irritated and painful

but on a lighter note, i learnt a new phrase frm mr tan! haha its called " si ren qui " well it means dead ppl ball in chi.. its when we throw the ball wif 1 hand or it is a weak throw.... and he keep saying this many times.. but i shant complain man..

v day is cmg!! hahaha.. but ive 4 tests nxt wk!! gotta study and stuff.. why is sec 4 life is so busy huh

2005-02-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

happy cny to everyone out there!!
went to mr ng's house tdy.. sorta like class outing man.... met at braddell mrt and some ppl were late! haha, supposed to meet at 10/45 but some ppl heard wrongly so they came at 11 plus.... yupp, abt like half the cls went to his house and we had such a hard time looking for his unit can. the lift cldnt take soo many of us so some climbed the stairs but it was the wrong unit so we were in a maze like tt, looking everywhere... hahaha, found his unit at last and all of us squeezed into his flat.. he has a dog called trafford.. he is quite cute and fluffy! haha then gen and germ was quite afraid of him.. always hiding away frm him. looked thru some of his old photos and wedding photos. errm, ahem, no comments. haha, watched friends, american pie 2 and bruce almighty. quite hilarious.. sat there thruout the 3 movies and i feel like i was in some movie marathon!! lolz... had pizzas and drinks and cny snacks... yeap, tt was abt all we did... den aft abt 6 hrs in his house, jessie roseann manda mich law gen zoe me left his house and we were the last ones to leave man.. haha, yea, tts abt all.. cny is nth but food and collecting angpows and slacking all day... yea. =)

and there's still sch tmr!!! why cant they let us have the day off too! i dun wanna go sch tmr... there's pe tmr man.... arghhx