Saturday, March 11, 2006

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went to check my eyesight tdy!! haven't checked for abt 1 and a half yrs. and surprise! my eyesight reamined constant! so no increase in eyesight. =D happy. but i wanna change my frame. so i chose a pretty nice one.. and its ORANGE!! whee. i totally love orange! found out tt plastic frames dun suit the structure of my nose bridge! arrgh. so i cant look nerdy! mind the word look.



i've been thinking. the first term of jc life has been fun and fufilling. but towards the end of the term, i've started to be more intrapersonal. cuz of stuff tts been happening. what if the person whom u think u know a lot about, is actually hiding behind a mask, a facade. just to deceive you and himself/herself. for certain reasons, i'm starting to lose trust in people, i've yet to come to terms with what and who i should believe. i'm just a listener, trying to interpret the info tts going in and be discerning. i'm sick and tired of this. discern is the crucial word. decisions. i hate that word. sometimes, it makes me crumble and think. it shows my weakness. but what is a person without weaknessess? how i wish i could be free of these things. im starting to ramble. =/



anyhow, i've decided. i'm going to start term 2 with a new mindset. tis is so not a happy post.
squarepants-ed!:D at 9:00 PM :: 0 ComPlaIns ::

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